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| ten things about ten people<3 |
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August 30th,
2005 & 8:29 pm
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youre free to guess if youre one of these people, and if youre right ill tell you<3.
1- i met you this year and i feel like ive known you forever [okay thats an exaggeration hah]. but i can honestly tell you everything and anything, and not be afraid of you being biased or anything. i may tease you relentlessly, but i dont mean anything by it and you really are one of my best friends now, which im very happy about. hhaha and i know when you tease me you dont mean it either, and its damn funny too.
2- i wish we could talk more often. youre an amazing person and we were starting to become better friends, but we just havent really allowed it to develop. hopefully during the school year well be able to talk more often and maybe hang out too.
3- you are one of the most fun and interesting people to hang out with and talk to. we just started hanging out this summer and im sorry we didnt start chillaxing [hahah chillaxing] sooner. plus, youll be one of my fellow comrades? no thats not the word, i forgot it already. but youll be one of my fellow veterinarians and we gotta stick together! plus you have some cool friends and its always fun meeting em ;] eh eh wink wink nudge nudge
4- what would i do without you. all those hours on the phone and hanging out and shopping would be empty. i love how we can just be on the phone, each doing our own thing and not really talking and then just pick up a conversation out of thin air. i hope we end up going to the same college and continue being friends because youre amazing and one of my best friends.
5- we didnt know each other so well before, we just knew each other through our then boyfriends. after this summer though, and spending so much time together, its hard not to be close. those two weeks were the best two fucking weeks of my life, and walking around with you at night is just .. yeah.
6- ive known you for nearly 4 years now, and while weve had our fair share of fights [okay more than our fair share], and are over and done with, i cant imagine my life without ever having met you. its from you i get my pompous indie music elitism, believe it or not hahahahahah. but really, you changed me and my life in so many ways and had a big part in influencing the person i am now, and im happy that we can still be friends, or at least civil towards each other.
7- junior year, second term would have been fucking SHIT without you. you were like my support and everything. ive told you this already but its true, i honestly think that you are one of the wisest people i know. you may not have the highest grades or be compltely booksmart, but you know whats important in life and how to really live life at its best. like hermione said in book one, books, cleverness, there are more important things!
8- i havent seen you in the longest time.. maybe over a year, its crazy really. although we dont keep in touch very often, i still very much want to be your friend because underneath that shy exterior lies a person bursting with energy and eagerness to show the world how wonderful she is<3.
9- we used to be quite close in freshman year; tell me what changed. we rarely speak anymore, and sometimes, frankly, i dont know what to say to you. i wish that we hadnt drifted apart, but theres still time to fix that. sometimes [alot of the time, really] i feel like you dont fit in so well with our group, and you should try to be more outgoing and open up a bit more. you just might be happier that way :]
10- youre a very good friend of mine, and i hope thigns stay that way. while sometimes you annoy me, i know i annoy you just as much so its okay :] im glad that you decided to come to the show afterall, because i havent seen you all summer and i want to hang out with you at least once before school starts. besides, my friends dont bite. i promise<3. youre one of the few that i tell nearly everything too and i trust you to keep it to yourself, also.
and anyone else not mentioned, i less than three you too, dont worry :]
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January 27th,
2005 & 8:47 pm
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I woke up and fell out of bed today, literally. Didn't bother me in the slightest though. I got up and decided that hey, today was a nice day to sit on the rooftop and see what there was to see.
I crawled up there in my Victorian finery, and brought up a little picnic. The hot winter sun, wait, what? Oh well. It was warm, and I shed my long poofy dress. Breathe in. Out. In.
Jump.
And fly.
Well, floating around, really.
Up to the sky and through the dewy clouds.
Slowly, I descended back to some common little village. Village of Fowl Devotees, me thinks. Twas quite strange. I happened upon three orphans and a handyman, and a hideous fountain of a fowl; then a group of thespians, containing an egomaniacal greedy ringleader, two powder faced women, one of indeterminate gender, one with hooks for hands.
I passed by a tree where a grinning cat sat and I inquired which way to go from here, and he asked me, "Where do you want to go, pretty little girl, do you want to be here or there? High or low?" And I replied, "I don't know, does it matter?"
"Yes, it does."
"Anywhere, somewhere that isn't mad!"
"Well, wherever you go they are mad, then."
With a poof and a cheeky smile, he disappeared.
I continued through the fog and tripped over a body!
Oh no! A dead body.
In front of me stood Jack the Ripper, with a knife and a wicked grin.
"Hello, sweet pea. You look a bit sickly... would it be all right if I.. examined you?" he said with a lewd and twisted grin.
"No, let me pass!" I cried.
With a laugh and a crazed shout, he lunged forward and stabbed me straight in the stomach.
My hand went instinctly to my wound, and I was surprised not to find blood.
Instead, I pulled out stuffing. Pulling, pulling, pulling; it was just stuffing! Just like a teddy bear.
I looked back up and found myself in a garden. In the corner by the waterfall was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen.
Delicate pale skin and shirtless, with golden white hair that gleamed in the sunlight. I stood, mesmerized, and I refused to taint or mar the beauty of his perfection.
I looked down at myself, ashamed of my tatters due to my previous encounter with Jack the Ripper, and was surprised to see a puddle of silk surrounding my feet.
I gasped in shock, and the beautiful boy turned his head and looked at me in surprise.
He whispered something I could not hear, and took my hand.
And we danced, and danced, and danced.
Night came, and as the stars began to smile he kissed my hand and bid me adieu, for as pleasant as our encounter was it was not the life for him, he was destined for darker things, uglier things that he would rather not mention.
He gave me a sad smile as he turned to leave, and a single tear slipped down my cheek; the thought of a beauty so pure that would be forever stained.
Taking off my shoes, I started on the slow walk home. I stopped by a club named "The Bronze" for a drink, and a couple of vampires tried to suck my blood, but a snarky little blonde and her crew of friends saved me from sure destruction. I smiled in appreciation, and continued on my way.
A tap dancing spider asked me for directions; a painter with no nose and eyes where his ears should be sat on a park bench. The street lights flickered and the trees sang with voices of melancholy and bittersweet happiness. They cried for the departure of night and the coming of day.
Tiredly I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk, and wondered if I would ever get home. A dragqueen and his boyfriend came by and heard me thinking out loud, and gave me his hot pink stilettos, and told me if I clicked my heels three times and said "There's no place like home", I'd be home. He winked one blue eye at me and giggled as he left with his boyfriend.
Why not? This day has been strange enough. Pulling on the pointy shoes, I stood up unsteadily and murmured,
"There's no place like home"
"There's no place like home"
"There's no place like home"
And I opened my eyes.
I was home.
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December 20th,
2004 & 7:53 pm
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Oh. OH. YAY. *does happy dance*
You must be wondering what I'm so happy about...
Well...
If you must know...
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE IS COMPLETE!
JK'S PUBLISHERS HOPE TO ANNOUNCE A RELEASE DATE IN 24 HOURS!
Yes, I'm a nerd.
Yes, I love books.
No, I don't care.
<3!
Huzzah! I simply can't wait!
ETA: JULY 16,2005!!!!!! I can't wait! *squeeeeeeeee*
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October 14th,
2004 & 5:59 pm
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THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998
Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.
~ Shel Silverstein
Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.
What will you do to end the silence?
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